It has been awhile.
Damn all that memories just vanished like that..... never thought of archiving all of that haha.
Maybe Google didn't manage to establish G+ as the next Facebook or Instagram or something.... too bad I guess.
So how have I been? Ah yes my young self, a lot has been going on.
First off,I tried to make a website using Dreamweaver for my CCA. Looking back now, it looks really bad. May make another one with my 2020 twist haha.
The last 5 years have been a rollercoaster, to be honest. At a certain point of time, I feel worthless and depressed because I keep grudges too long and fucked up too much and as a result I distant people away from me. Imagine getting angry over an opinion? Now, I still struggle to make friends and open up to people, but hey one step at the time. At least, I still have old friends around to talk to. :)
I don't know if I reflect my blog address now (smiles forever? more like sadness forever!) However, I like the innocents and positive vibes of this so the blog address remains.
Over the last 5 years, I have developed a lot of interest, a well as regaining old ones. I recently regained interest in Japanese synthesized singers and gained interest in virtual monster-catching pokeymans. Maybe I'm just revoking my inner child in me.
Now, I am considered an adult in my country. I don't feel like an adult yet haha. But, i just hoped for the best in this new decade and beyond.
Goodbye for the next five years.
Signing off,
Nicole.
